I've constantly felt like it's not okay to be distant from God. Like I'm doing something wrong if I'm not okay. I'm never, ever okay with not being okay. Ever.
The world around me isn't okay. It's broken. People are in pain. People are sick. I think that's half my problem: I constantly feel selfish when I am hurting about my own life when others are going through worse. I hate feeling selfish.
I don't know where life is going. I don't know where You're leading me. I don't even know if tomorrow is promised.
All I know is You're up to something.
Help me to listen.
