this can't be healthy...

I think I'm slowly becoming an insomniac.

today I gave a tour of UC.
did absolutely nothing at work.
visited with my uncle and talked about life.
had a great great experience at bible study.
talked with a close friend in a dark stairway about Jesus.
laughed my head off while snorting. not snorting from laughing, but laughing from snorting.
ate way too many cookies and cupcakes.
burned it all off laughing at the grossest bathroom stories you could imagine.

you'd think i'd be tired right now.


i think this is where i belong.


I'm not happy. I'm joyful.


I'm also not sleeping.

There's distance in the air
And I cannot make it leave
I wave my arms 'round about me
And blow with all my might

I cannot sense you close
Though I know you're always here
But the comfort of you near
Is what I long for

When I can't feel you
I have learned to reach out just the same
When I can't hear you
I know you still hear every word I pray
And I want you
More than I wanna live another day
And as I wait for you
Maybe I'm made more
Faithful